Losing and Losing and Losing, Oh My!

Jumped on the scale this morning. I am at 246.6!! 74.6 Lbs lost baby!!!

Lets take a look at some things that way 75 lbs so you can get an idea of how much I have lost:

A 75 lb Turtle:

A 75 lb Goat:

75 lbs of weed (I knew you all would like that one):

I lost these things. Well, one of these things. You take your pic. That weed makes me feel like I lost a lot but that goat and turtle make me feel like I lost a lot more.

Thank you again to all of you that support me. It is so exciting to experience this!!! And a big shout out to all of you going through this same thing. bariatric surgery isn't easy. I am willing to be as real as I can be with you.

Since I know that there are several of you that read my blog, feel free to email me anytime!!! And if you have a blog idea you want me to write about, let me know. I will gladly do it for you!

3 Months Post Op

Yep, on the 17th I was officially 3 months post op. Wow. I had my appointment on the 18th. I was 70 lbs down. Do you have any idea how incredible it feels to know that I have lost 70 lbs in 3 months? That is more than 20 lbs a month. Wow. I almost cried. This morning I got on the scale....I have lost 71.8 lbs. Holy shit.

I have never told anyone my weight before. I have always been too self conscious. But Today I am going to tell everyone. I was 321 at surgery. I told K if I ever hit 300 lbs I'd step in front of a bus. Then I found out I was 321. Wow. :( BUT not I am 249.2 OMG I am actually less than 250. Last time I was this weight was after C was born. :)

This is a short blog, sorry for that. BUT it is one of the best ones I have been able to write up to this point.


and one more time....I WEIGH LESS THAN 250 LBS!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week....

I gotta tell ya, this week has sucked. I cant seem to get my emotions in check. I am stuck on a bipolar-coaster and I cant figure out how to slow it down.

I'm not entirely sure I even know how I really feel. One minute I am loving life the next I am trying to figure out where everything went wrong. WTF is wrong with me? I think part of it is a lack of being around friends outside of work. Another part is probably my body just freaking the hell out.

I dont really know what else to say without crying or throwing my computer at the Christmas tree that is still up....this is stupid. I hate emotions. They are so girly and dumb.

THIS IS NOT ME, THIS IS NOT WHAT I DO. Its driving me crazy not being able to keep everything in check. : \



Also, I have baby freaking fever. I cant get pregnant until its been at least a year.....and I have baby freaking fever....BAHHHHHHHHHH


Anyone want to come kick me in the ass to get me back in gear?