I gotta tell ya, this week has sucked. I cant seem to get my emotions in check. I am stuck on a bipolar-coaster and I cant figure out how to slow it down.
I'm not entirely sure I even know how I really feel. One minute I am loving life the next I am trying to figure out where everything went wrong. WTF is wrong with me? I think part of it is a lack of being around friends outside of work. Another part is probably my body just freaking the hell out.
I dont really know what else to say without crying or throwing my computer at the Christmas tree that is still up....this is stupid. I hate emotions. They are so girly and dumb.
THIS IS NOT ME, THIS IS NOT WHAT I DO. Its driving me crazy not being able to keep everything in check. : \
Also, I have baby freaking fever. I cant get pregnant until its been at least a year.....and I have baby freaking fever....BAHHHHHHHHHH
Anyone want to come kick me in the ass to get me back in gear?
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