In 12 hours I will be getting prepped for surgery. The last 2 weeks have been an emotional roller coaster getting ready for that moment. I have lost 23.2 pounds. That is def exciting, but I have had to come to terms with what got me to the point I am right now.
When I first met K, I was less than half the person I am now weight wise. Then I got pregnant with C and started to gain A LOT. Eating for two became eating for four. By the time C was born I had gained between 80-90 pounds. After she was born I just kept going. I tried different things, Curves, Weight Watchers, Atkins, Weight Watchers, a few other diets. I never stuck to them.
There are so many questions, so many worries going through my head right now. I am just glad that my sister P is staying at the hospital with me.
For now, i am going to take my crazy mind and try to sleep. This is going to be hard.......I am pretty sure I am up for the challenge.....
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