Friday, September 2, 2011

Music....

I am watching VH1 40 Greatest 1 Hit Wonders of the 90's.....makes me think of how certain songs can put you in certain moods no matter what is going on....



There is one song that always makes me sad:

Angel was played at a friends funeral, and I truly believe that I never got over that. I still talk about it a few times a year. It had a huge impact on me. It makes me reflect on fun time with more than just Andrea. LOL, I called her Spiderman and she called me Cat Woman. We were on the Middle School version of Varsity Volleyball. For a long time after she died, I would dress for practice but as soon as I stepped on the court to run laps and set balls, I would just sob to the point where my coaches would kick me out of practice. I just never got over it. She died in such a sad way.....such a sad, sad, way. It makes me think of Andrea, Chris, and most recently Jeremy. I still miss them all.

One song that makes me think of the fun times in middle school:

I thought I was a badass. I hung out with people that thought they were badasses. This is pretty much what I listened to all of the time. LOL I look back and go "WTF was I thinking?!?!?!" I was thinking I was hard....ha.

A song that will always make me think feel like jumping in the car for a road trip:

Every time my mom and sister and I would get into the car and drive, we played this song. Well, this song and the next one. But this was mu favorite. We would sing this and forget all of our problems or squabbles and for 2 minutes and 30 seconds, we were all best friends. :) The next one was just as much fun:


Good times...lol

A song that will always make me stop and think about what I am doing, why I am doing it....and what impact my life has on others....what impact my actions have on me.....


And the most important song of my life.....this one is hard. This one reminds me of my Granny. She is one of the MOST important people in my life. I would kill for this woman. I cannot imagine what my life will be like without her. She never judged me, she never asked what I was thinking, she just supported, counseled, loved and taught me about life. She paid for tickets that I didnt want my parents to hear about...LOL, she is my world.



There are hundreds more....all genres....punk to rock to hip hop. I have hundreds of songs that make me feel hundreds of emotion....All of these songs have me thinking I should make a hospital playlist. It will help me get through all of my emotions I think.....I should start that now. So many songs to add....

Feel free to tell me your songs that mean the most to you. :)

1 comment:

  1. I can NEVER listen to angel without crying. That was the first /visitation I had ever been to. I didn't even get to go to the funeral because my grandma thought it would be to hard on me. I think about her to though.

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